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Letting Go Of The Past

Sat Nov 11 8:44:09 2000 - Sat Nov 11 9:08:16 2000
sweetdreams {KI}:

~soft smile~ yes Master

~scooting back three paces, she quickly runs outside to retrieve the small wrapped package~
~quickly she returns to kneel before Him, slowly unwrapping the items, she has held close to her~

~wrapped carefully in buttercup silks there are three things she lays before Him ...
a steel ko-lar with five stones of crushed jewels each one a different color of the high caste of Gor, the inscription reads ‘Property of FCG’, a gold bracelet of bells from One long ago, and a gold cuff with a long chain that once was attached to a great white J@rl~


[ Warm smile upon My face a weary look in My eyes ]
Marston: My eyes looking at the treasure before Me figuring their emotional worth to a girl *I’m very honor girl but these are sure to hold very special value to a girl


sweetdreams {KI}:

~with her heart in her throat she speaks from her heart~

today Master Marston You gave this girl a lot to think about, dreams has been holding these items from her past, hoping and praying that she would one day be good enough to please the Ones that gave her these things

today after dreams left here she thought long and hard and came to this conclusion

sweetdreams is a red silk kajira of Koroba Inn owned by the great Ubar Damian Bloodstar, and Council Members that are Noble and Honorable

she is honored and blessed that These great people place a ko-lar about her neck and claim her and from here forward she will do her best by being honest with not only T/those she serves but with herself ...

please Master take these things for that is all they are anymore, things from the past that will no longer hold this girl back


sweetdreams {KI}:

the white j@rl still haunts the Forest near here, as dreams was the one that raised it ... but it only reminds her that she is worthy of serving One ... that she was a faithful slave, though she needs to move forward, that even though He is gone from Gor, this is a girls place and she needs to open her silver eyes and move forward, stop cheating T/those she is to serve and herself


[ Warm smile upon My face a weiry look in My eyes ]
Marston: Leaning forward and closing the silk before lifting them up and putting them into My pack upon the furs*as I said earlier to day lil one you would be a sight to behold once you drop your chains of self doubt*leaning forward stroking her cheek before leaning forward to kiss her*Welcome sweets to your red silks for now you will truly know what it means to wear them and you will love them now go to Oour guest


sweetdreams {KI}:

~falling silent~

~her heart laid out before Him~


sweetdreams {KI}:

~accepting His kiss as tears fall from her lashes~
~His words touching her deep inside~
yes Master

~scooting back three spaces, before rising~

~her body different now, her heart lighter yet filled, she moves like one that has just realized herself~
~flowing to the floor before Him~
~her thighs spread wide as her fingertips trace the inner flesh before laying palms up to the Sky~

~tossing her long tresses over her shoulder, it shimmering in the fire light, she holds her head high, proud kajira of Koroba Inn~

with her silver eyes gazing at His feet she begs ...~

may this slave be of service to You Master Threadbar

"..a form of life in which, in many ways, you are strictly and uncompromisingly controlled, but one in which, in other ways, your deepest desires and needs need no longer be restrained, but may be, fully liberated, a form of life in which you, though categorically subjected to the perfections of absolute discipline, that of the total slave, are, paradoxically free to be yourself."
Book 20, Players of Gor, page 19